Wednesday, 9/18/24 – A Day of Progress and Reflection
The day started early, with me waking up at 7:50 AM. It’s amazing how my mornings have slowly shifted from being consumed by pain to finding a bit of peace. By 9:30, I was able to sit down and spend some time reading—an act that feels like a luxury compared to just a few days ago.
Shortly after, my parents came by to help around the house and to cook brunch: eggs and sausage for protein. The rest of the morning was focused on physical therapy. I did a 30-minute sessions, incorporating 10 minutes on my Sadhu boards along with squats and even a bit of dancing. It feels empowering to move, even if it’s just a little. The key, I’m learning, is consistency—no matter how small the steps may seem.
By the afternoon, I was excited to dive back into setting up my website. However, the frustration quickly set in as I hit roadblocks and things didn’t work the way I wanted. The tech learning curve is real. After a few hours of battling with it, I finally got the site up by 5:00 PM, right in time for my men’s mastermind group call. I left the house at 5:50, hopped in my van for the first time in 8 days and went on a joy ride. I ended up parked by Gilmer Edwards road to watch the sunset while on the call. It was a peaceful end to an otherwise challenging day—watching the sky shift colors reminded me how much I needed that moment of stillness.
In the evening, I met up with my friend Rebecca at Main Street Park for dinner and great conversation. We sat for a while, talking through life, catching up, before I made my way home. The day wrapped up with some late-night journaling and oracle cards. The Full Moon Eclipse card came up, a reminder of endings and beginnings—a fitting symbol for the day.
Thursday, 9/19/24 – Rest and Rejuvenation
I woke up feeling more rested than usual. I managed to sleep in bed for the first time in a while, waking up at 9:00 AM. But by 10:00, I found myself back on the couch for a little extra rest. It felt amazing to sleep until 12:30 PM. When I finally got up, the sun was shining, and I felt ready to take on the day.
Today marks my third good day in a row. That alone is a victory, considering how rough things had been the week before. After brunch, I spent some time cleaning and organizing the house. It’s incredible how the little things—vacuuming the dining room, clearing off the table, and organizing—can make you feel like you’re regaining control, even if just a bit.
The afternoon brought my weekly nurse visit for a PICC line change and blood draw, followed by some much-needed outside time. There’s something healing about stepping outside, even if it’s just for a few minutes of grounding in the yard. By dinner time, I felt accomplished, having worked on the website and spent some quality time outdoors.
Have you guys met Lokah yet? He’s my sweet and loving companion who’s been by my side through this entire healing journey. Whenever I need a moment of calm, he’s there to remind me of the simple joys of life—like sitting outside, feeling the breeze, and just being present. He’s truly a little healer in his own way.
Before bed, I did an extended physical therapy session. Today’s breakthrough?
I managed to transfer out of the shower by standing from the seated position, with my left leg outside and pulling my right foot over. This was huge, a small but significant step forward. These small wins are stacking up, and while I’m still changing my bandage daily due to the drainage, it feels like my body is starting to get stronger and more resilient. The nerve pain that had been plaguing me for days is easing up slightly, and though I’m still cautious, I’m feeling hopeful.
Reflection on Healing and Progress
The last few days have been a blend of emotional highs and technical frustrations. Between setting up my blog, pushing through physical therapy, and managing the pain, there’s been a lot to process. But I’m learning that healing doesn’t happen all at once—it comes in waves, and I have to ride them, trusting that things are working out in their own time.
The fluid drainage continues, but each day feels a bit more manageable. I am continuing to do all my physical therapy at home. I’m noticing improvements in my mobility, strength, and ability to function around the house. I’m not out of the woods yet, but these past three days have felt like a much-needed shift in the right direction.
Left: 9/18 – Fluid drainage on this day as mobility slowly improved
Right: 9/19 – More drainage, but feeling hopeful with every step
As you can see from the images, the drainage is still present, but I’m grateful that my body is doing what it needs to. These small improvements feel significant, and I’m staying positive through the process.
I have also found myself reflecting on the emotional and spiritual aspects of healing. I realize that this downtime, though frustrating, is a gift. It’s giving me the opportunity to reconnect with myself and slow down—something I’ve needed for a long time.
Looking Forward:
With each passing day, I’m learning more about patience and resilience. Though the physical improvements are slow, they are there, and I’m grateful for them. I’ll continue to update my blog and share my journey, hoping that my experiences might help others who are navigating their own healing processes.
P.S. If you’re interested in some of my deeper reflections on aging, life transitions, and healing, I’ve written a separate post that dives into those topics. You can check it out here.
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Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu – May All Beings Be Happy and Free